What the fuck is wrong with me—I don’t feel so good.
What’s going on?
Is it in my head or in my heart?
This darkness that I can’t escape…
Mixed emotions—broken devotions—and there’s no way back
No way to be pure again—no way to be whole again…
Took the open door again—and should have walked away
Too much to think about now
I’ve lost my way
Invoked my own worst fear—became my own nightmare
Never wanted my place to be so cold and pale
Can there be forgiveness—if I cannot forgive myself?
It shall be
Did the crime
Pay the price
Next time think more than twice
Next time I will turn my head—look away
But not today
I’ve locked myself into this sin
Falling all in
headlong to hell
And I cannot change my way
Written by Matthew (circa 1995)
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