Headlong

What the fuck is wrong with me—I don’t feel so good.

What’s going on?

Is it in my head or in my heart?

This darkness that I can’t escape…

Mixed emotions—broken devotions—and there’s no way back

No way to be pure again—no way to be whole again…

Took the open door again—and should have walked away

Too much to think about now

I’ve lost my way

Invoked my own worst fear—became my own nightmare

Never wanted my place to be so cold and pale

Can there be forgiveness—if I cannot forgive myself?

Think it

It shall be

Did the crime

Pay the price

Next time think more than twice

Next time I will turn my head—look away

But not today

I’ve locked myself into this sin

Falling all in

headlong to hell

And I cannot change my way

Written by Matthew (circa 1995)
© 2015 This Mortal Flesh

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